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Searching For Me
03:30
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In every heart there’s a melody
our little part play it with feeling
let everyone join our symphony
we’ll have some fun
and start healing
What does it mean to know you’re alive
It’s never been so hard to answer
a lottery you can win and thrive
then suddenly die of cancer
I’m not a star I’m a nobody
with a guitar just a part of the mystery
of who we are and who we wish we could be
I’m searching my repertoire looking for me
You’re going good but the world’s on fire
I think you should begin to worry
you need to do more than laws require
I’m thinking you better hurry
I’ve been searching all these years for me
where did I go
you’ll be so shocked to see
I’ve been here with you all along you know
Oh lovely day don’t you spread your wings
when skies of gray they come a rollin’
I guess I know like so many things
you didn’t go you were stolen
I don’t need to be anyone else but me
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Everything’s turning into grey you don’t want to stay
It’s okay to feel that way to feel that way to feel that way
you and I soon turned into we losing you and me
love’s easy but never free it’s never free it’s never free
Where did it go the skies were blue
and everything was good and true
now it’s becoming harder to
believe in me and you
You’ll never get away
if you keep holding on holding on
why would you want to stay
when love is cold and gone cold and gone
If you’re telling yourself a lie that you can’t deny
why not try to say goodbye to say goodbye to say goodbye
things might change if you just let go love won’t lay you low
even though you never know you never know you never know
When love is all stormy weather
and you just want a sunny day
you don’t want to be together
It’s okay to feel that way
Love is gone and now come what may it’s a brand new day
Find a way to feel okay to feel okay to feel okay
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3. |
It's Getting Late
03:50
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I’m not buying a bloody word they say
we’re all living and dying there is no other way
while the world out my window’s shuffling along
I watch where the wind blows and sing that Dylan song
We’re all sleeping and dreaming we’re awake
when the nightmares come creeping you’ll feel your body shake
will we all take a number never to be called
or rise from our slumber defiant and appalled
Tell me a story that I haven’t heard
try to make sure you don’t bore me with every tortured word
I don’t need a happy ending to make me feel okay
I’ve grown weary of pretending that life works out that way
Data sweeping they suck it up for free
while we act like we’re keeping each other company
are the selfies you’re taking for your cyberspace
just reasons you’re making to look at your own face
I know it’s getting late
and so we can’t wait
It’s not easy to do something new
but if we don’t we won’t pull through
They keep spying on everyone it’s true
If you’re living or dying they’re always watching you
as computing gets faster soon enough you’ll see
they’ll become the master enslaving you and me
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4. |
Everybody's Hoping
03:40
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I know they will never let you find yourself and try and forget who
works you for starvation wages now you’re locking kids in cages
Everything gets more appalling by design to keep you crawling
throwing their crumbs in our faces teaches us to know our places
Everybody’s hoping they’re going to make it through alive
people barely coping all need a new way to survive
even when life’s sunny we’re not able to get that far
because it’s always the money that’s driving the car
Poverty became systemic long before the new pandemic
fascist leaders bark their orders build more walls and seal the borders
a young mother seeking shelter from the hardships life has dealt her
takes no satisfaction knowing where she’s at is where we’re going
Oh here we go it’s happening
and all we know is it’s going to bring
rivers of tears it’s nothing new
and they won’t be here to rescue you
It doesn’t take much we’re finding to bring industries’ wheels grinding
to a halt but it won’t matter in the end they’ll all grow fatter
Hands out they approach our leaders reduced now to bailout pleaders
looking so concerned and caring you can bet they won’t be sharing
And if we don’t change the course we’re heading on
we’ll be gone.
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Reggie And Margo
05:03
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I saw you living rough your life was pretty tough
oh the world is cold when you’re on your own
it’s hard to stay afloat when you don’t have a boat
and you’re sinking like a stone
Did all your dreams come true the day I rescued you
well they might have but it’s so hard to tell
I know I didn’t see that you were saving me
and it’s probably just as well
Bonny prince Reggie and sweet Margo
you made everything seem worthwhile I wonder did you know
lying on my bed in your blanket of sun
those were the days but now your days are done
Those happy years we spent I don’t know where they went
but they’re worth more to me than any gold
and then one day she came that plucky little dame
needing shelter from the cold
Well she was scared of me but you were family
though her guard was dropping as time flowed by
and we were getting there but nothing here is fair
and there’s no point asking why
I loved you both right from the start so beautiful like works of art
and then death ripped us right apart all that’s left is my broken heart
It happened so damn quick the two of you got sick
and I tried everything I could to save you
but just a few days on the both of you were gone
there was nothing I could do
Together now you lay down in the stone cold clay
and there’s dark clouds hanging over my head
but when the sun shines through I think of both of you
warm and happy on my bed
They’re done they’re done all done no more days in the sun
watching you having fun made me the lucky one, made me the lucky one
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6. |
Still Looking For You
03:40
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Everybody wants somebody yeah everybody wants somebody it’s true
and though the river runs fast and muddy I’m going to keep on looking for you
I know when the heart gets lonely and there’s nobody there that you can tell it to
you want to find a cure but maybe I’m only fooling myself by looking for you
Oh the river flows so slow when you are feeling low
I know just let it go and sit and watch the river flow
If you ever feel you’re falling and there’s nobody there that you can hold on to
just reach out with your heart and start calling ‘cause I’m still out there looking for you
Days to weeks then months to years a life that reeks of souvenirs
oh but time it just keeps rolling on then everybody’s gone
We’ll all face our final curtain yeah everybody knows that sure ain’t nothing new
but while my river runs you can be certain I’m going to keep on looking for you for you
I’m going to keep on looking for you for you I’m going to keep on looking for you
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7. |
Too Many Big Men
02:51
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Where are we going how the hell did we end up here
tensions are growing ramping up our level of fear
too many big men hold the cards they’re not showing
and when they make their big mistake
there’ll be more than hot air they’re blowing
Everybody’s on their way trying to find somewhere to stay
same old story different day they want to keep you crawling, crawling
change is going to come you know but it’s coming way to slow
sometimes you have to let go if you want to stop falling, falling
Power’s corrupting some folks are so enterprising
greed keeps erupting but we don’t find it surprising
we just expect it it’s a sad state of affairs
like evil elves they help themselves
and what was yours voilà it’s now theirs
One day we’ll pay how do we escape from
getting blown away when they drop the bomb
Walking that redline there they go looking so proud
but there’s no sunshine beneath a mushroom cloud
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Getaway
04:10
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I once knew someone who never did anything at all
they just couldn’t have fun trapped behind their own prison wall
and all the pain that they’ve been storing
through all these years those quiet tears will all come pouring
out when it’s too late to make your getaway for a better day
Someone I once knew is living like they’re on a mission
that mission’s never through when you’re driven by ambition
but all the gold in this world won’t do
a bloody thing to ever bring that time back to you
the time you never made to make your getaway for a better day
You never know how things will go try letting go getting so high and low
and you will see this remedy is all you need it’s guaranteed to set you free
I knew somebody who planned their life out like a wedding
but they just couldn’t see where their life was really heading
we try to tell ourselves we know where
we’re going to but very few ever end up there
so give your head a shake and make your getaway for a better day
What would it take to break away you tell yourself you’ll make the time someday
only to find the world you thought you knew is coming down coming down coming down on you
Someone that I know fell into those same old habits
the problems start out slow but they soon multiply like rabbits
from a do-nothing to a go-getter
that somebody well it was me but now I’m better I’ve learned from my mistake
to make my getaway for a better day a better day a better day
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9. |
There's A Better Way
03:22
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Can you feel the sunshine on your skin oh sister
it’s been cold and dark for so long come on let that sunshine in
brighten up your spirits throw all your troubles in the bin and
whether you lose or whether you win you’ll keep your heart open
Everything keeps changing nothing stays the same these days
there’s a better way you know but you’ve got to learn to let it go
it keeps stressing you out take a break for goodness sake
and don’t be shocked when you find a little welcome peace of mind
Don’t let them take your sunshine away no sister
it’s not your life that they’re living don’t listen to what they say
there’s a light inside you so keep it shining every day and
whether the skies are blue or they’re grey you’ll always find your way
No one grieves for autumn leaves no tears at all
we just watch them fall exposing their bones shivering and tall
they’re waiting on the spring to come back around with the light
and while they sleep you’ll have to keep your fire burning bright
Always take the sunshine when you go oh sister
keep it safe with you you’re going to need it when those ill winds blow
and when they try to break you and make you someone you don’t know
they’ll get up and go the moment you show your fire down below
… peace of mind, peace of mind, try to find a little peace of mind
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10. |
You Broke The Sun
03:22
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Everything’s getting hotter how dare you claim you didn’t know
you had your fun now we’ve got none
What if your son or daughter say I hope you choke on your dough
for what you’ve done you broke the sun
Think of all those bridges burned all those lessons that were never learned
they say that it’s never too late to start but it’s a fool that thinks it’s smart
when everything is falling apart, c’mon. c’mon
I’m trying to stop you from buying
another tortured meal while we all fade away
this old world is reeling it’s life that your stealing
I want to make you feel what you’re afraid to say
You say you love your children you’d do anything for them
but it’s not true because you knew
The lifestyle that you’re leading is sure guaranteed to condemn
your children to their Waterloo
… afraid, to say, you better change or get out of the way
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11. |
Beneath The Wheel
05:24
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The sun is sinking low nobody waves goodbye
and another day slips away pretty soon you’re leaving
we’re shooting for the stars our satellites fill the sky
but tell me my friend in the end what are we achieving
The days go flying by I’m trying to hold on tight
but they’re moving past pretty fast I wonder where they’re going
they come and then they’re gone or are they just out of sight
waiting silently for us to see they could be still worth knowing
Oh what if we you and me were never here
oh and if it was true then me and you could never disappear
And I know that it feels all wrong to conform just to belong
but you’ll never know what it’s like to be somebody like me
until you realize that this world’s built on lies you won’t know the way I feel
Those starry eyed people go floating through their lives
trying to sell you hope on a rope like it’s some new age cleaner
and if you dare object they’ll soon be out with the knives
and then suddenly you can see it only makes them meaner
It won’t be long until there’s nothing left to steal
you say that it’s all good and you’re just trying to keep it real
but all the meaningless clichés they never will conceal
we’re being crushed beneath the wheel
Now there’s a fragile planet that’s spinning through space
with some creatures who always knew what a mess they’re making
but still they plow ahead the truth is too hard to face
don’t tell me my friend that the end is not of our own making
… Being crushed beneath the wheel, we’re being crushed beneath the wheel,
we’re being crushed beneath the wheel
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12. |
Devils Like You
05:17
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What’s in your mind that keeps you busy pretending you’re kind, oh but I know
that you want control and you’ll do anything just to get more you heartless soul
You make faces you touch all the emotional bases, oh but I know
you don’t really care it’s more power that you’re after seemingly unaware
I can see right through you and your self-serving game
everything that you do is designed to avoid the blame
cold and charming you can smile while harming
and the secret you conceal I’m driven to revel
Hell isn’t haunted by devils like you
you’re all here scheming that’s what you do
and the world that we wanted no it ain’t coming true
because of folks like you
You’re quick to smile it’s the weapon you choose to hide your guile, oh but I know
just what you’re doing you’re smiling at the very same people you’re screwing
I’m stripping bare the veneer of compassion that you wear, oh but I know
what we’ll discover is that self-interest is all that lies beneath your cover
What we do is what we are the wounds that heal still leave a scar
there’s no reason good enough to excuse the damage that you do
with all the empty words you spill and rules you hide behind
you won’t stand and fight for what is right you’re afraid to be kind
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13. |
Sometimes It Feels Good
04:16
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Sometimes it feels good just being sad
thinking about all of those good times that we had
oh it was long ago I know there’s nothing I can do
but here I am still thinking about you
I haven’t seen you since who knows when
still you pop up in my dreams every now and then
oh that’s the way it goes who knows what my mind’s going to do
I’ll fall awake still dreaming about you
Yeah we would stay up late trying our best to create
moments we could celebrate the future seemed so bright
we didn’t have a care we were both walking on air
there’s nothing we didn’t share our hearts were young and light
Then life got in the way and so began our decay a little bit more each day
nothing was said but soon our love was dead now I’m on my own
that’s how I live all alone it’s sad to say
I’m wondering what I wouldn’t give to have that feeling today
There were ways we could have made it work
maybe if I hadn’t been such a god damn jerk
but there’s no going back I know I don’t really want to
so why am I still thinking about you
… Oh yes I’m wondering what I wouldn’t give to have that feeling today
today oh today, just to feel that way
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14. |
Highland Love Song
04:38
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Hold on to me ‘cause I ain’t going nowhere
you’ll never see a time come when I don’t care
I’m going to be your shelter when the bitter winds blow
hold on to me and don’t ever let go
Time’s passing by are we getting left behind
I don’t know why it even matters it’s kind
of hard to deny that, you’re the sweetest thing that I know
it’s just you and I hold on and don’t let go
I don’t care where I am going without you it ain’t worth knowing
I need you to be with me you’re all I ever want to see
you’ve always been my silver lining brighter than the stars shining
in the sky so far away it’s here with you I want to stay
I’m someone who has made my share of mistakes
I can’t undo sad memories and heartaches
but I promise you that, our love will never fall apart
just know that it’s true I’ll never break your heart
Don’t be afraid we’re lucky to have found each other
we’ve got it made our love’s a flame this world can’t smother
you and I together we’ll pull each other through
and until the day I die I’ll be in love with you
Hold on to me ‘cause I ain’t going nowhere
it’s plain to see there’s something special we share
there’s no mystery it’s simply giving everything so
hold on to me and don’t ever let go, oh
Don’t ever, don’t ever, don’t ever, don’t ever, don’t ever, don’t ever let go
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Paul McEwan Toronto, Ontario
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